We’ve all had those days when no matter how hard we try, we just can’t focus on our Torah study or prayer. Maybe we get distracted, or maybe life just throws too many curveballs our way. It’s frustrating, right? But Noach, Comment 135 offers a fresh perspective on these moments that might just change the way you see them.
The teaching comes from the *Toldos Yaakov Yosef*, where it’s explained that when a person who is striving for spiritual perfection finds themselves unable to focus on Torah study or prayer, they shouldn’t beat themselves up over it. Instead, they should recognize that this is actually HaShem’s hand at work. Yes, that’s right—the distraction, the lack of focus, the seemingly wasted time—these are all part of HaShem’s plan to bring you closer to Him.
Let’s break it down. The teaching refers to a verse from *Shir HaShirim* (Song of Songs 2:6): “His left hand is under my head, and His right hand embraces me.” This verse is often understood as a metaphor for the way HaShem interacts with us. The “left hand” represents times when HaShem pushes us away, while the “right hand” symbolizes moments when He draws us closer. But here’s the kicker: even when HaShem seems to be pushing us away, He’s actually setting the stage for a deeper connection.
So, if you find yourself drifting away from your spiritual routine, instead of getting down on yourself, consider that this might be HaShem’s way of creating a little distance so that you can come back with even more strength and focus. It’s like the old saying, “Absence makes the heart grow fonder.” Sometimes, a little distance is what we need to rekindle our spiritual fire.
This idea isn’t just a nice thought—it’s a powerful shift in perspective. It teaches us that not all distractions or moments of spiritual weakness are bad. They can be opportunities in disguise. HaShem might be giving you a chance to step back, reassess, and come back stronger. It’s like a spiritual reset button.
And this doesn’t just apply to Torah study or prayer. It can be true in any area of life where you’re striving to grow. Whether it’s in your relationships, your work, or your personal development, sometimes taking a step back can be exactly what you need to move forward.
The great Rabbi Nachman of Breslov also touched on this idea, saying that sometimes when we feel distant from HaShem, it’s because HaShem is hiding in order to be found. It’s a divine game of hide and seek, where the seeking itself is what strengthens the connection.
So, next time you find yourself struggling to stay focused on your spiritual practice, remember Noach, Comment 135. See it as HaShem’s left hand gently pushing you away, not to keep you at a distance, but to prepare you for an even closer embrace with His right hand. Instead of frustration, embrace the opportunity to come back with renewed energy and commitment.
In essence, this teaching is about seeing every moment as part of HaShem’s plan for you. It’s about trusting that even in times of spiritual struggle, HaShem is right there, guiding you towards a deeper, more meaningful connection with Him.
So, don’t sweat it when you’re having an off day. Take a deep breath, recognize the divine purpose behind it, and get ready to come back stronger. After all, sometimes the greatest spiritual growth happens when you least expect it.
This blog is in the zechut of In memory of Betzelal ben Yeshayahu. May your neshema make the highest aliyah!
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